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[01 Jan 2006|12:28am]
[ mood | blank ]

Well...New Years. Ok. Whatever.

Happy Birthday Gai.

Iruka, we need to plan things. ♥

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Mission [27 Nov 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Iruka was suppose to be home yesterday. I'm going off to find him. No idea when I'll be back.

Hayate: I'm stopping by to see you before I go.

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...Well... [14 Nov 2005|04:27pm]
[ mood | angry ]

So....I sort of...Stabbed Raido. A few times. Yup...No one says the shit he did and does the things he did and gets away with. And he's hurt Hayate...You're lucky he came in when he did Raido. Otherwise I probably would have slit your throat next. ...I'm still not done with you ass hole...Enjoy what time you have left.

Hayate...Don't give up. Raido wasn't worth it. Don't worry...You'll bounce back from this. And just remember that I'm always here for you buddy. Stop by anytime. The dorr is always open for you.

And...Dad...Thanks for the talk yesterday. It was nice.

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... [07 Nov 2005|12:23am]
[ mood | numb ]

Yesterday....That didn't happen. As far as I'm concerned it didn't happen...I hit my head and it was a dream. ...Ok...I'm pretty sure it wasn't but let me pretend until I see him again...

Thank you Iruka for being there for me...You have no idea how much it means to me. We should do something together when I stop being so pathetic.

I also need to plan a party for Hayate...It's a late one, but you will get a birthday party. I hope you liked the stuff I left for you. A feel a little weird giving gifts in person so I just left them. Sorry buddy. Happy late birthday Hayate.

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((Timeskip entry #1 X3 )) [23 Oct 2005|03:41pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

I think I'm going to be throwing a party for Hayate. He needs to get out more and make friends. I don't think I'd hold it at my place...I don't want anyone to destroy my apartment like that seems to happen during parties. I also need to go shopping. I need more in there then beer and moldy cheese.

Gai...Where've you been? Let's do something sometime. Like...Soon.

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Back [15 Sep 2005|11:37am]
[ mood | numb ]

Sorry if I worried anyone...I was gone, but I'm back now.

I want thank Gai for letting me stay at his place. I'm home though now. Where I can keep the door and windows locked at all times... I appreciate it though. I owe you one.

Oh yeah...Today's my birthday. I had forgotten. My mind was...Occupied. I don't really feel like celebrating though. You all can do what you want though. Just...I really don't want a party...

Well...I have some chores to do so I need to be off. If anyone needs me, I should be at home.

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Taking A Break [23 Aug 2005|10:08am]
[ mood | cranky ]

I'm afraid a few...Events have pushed me over the edge latley. So...I've decided to go on a vactation. I paid my landlady for the next two months, but I'm not going to be gone that long. Maybe just a week. Two tops. I'm not leaving quite yet though...I want to say good bye to a few people before I take off...

Oh...And a small note to the person who tricked me...I'm going to find you when I come back. I'm going to find you and then I'm going to force you to tell me why you did it. Then, I might let you go. Or I might kill you. It depends on how I'll feel. But I assure you...You will pay for what you did to me. If it's the last thing I do, you'll pay.

But now...I'm off to say goodbye to the people who won't make me want to kill them.

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Wow I'm An Idiot. [20 Aug 2005|02:25am]
[ mood | bored ]

I did some...Stupid things the other day. Drinking under certain emotions wasn't to smart of me. So Gai...Sasuke...I'm really sorry to the both of you. I regret everything I said and did. There was no really excuse, so I'm sorry.

Well...Nothing else has really happened That I'm sure people don't all ready know. I bought some new leather pants though since Sir Leader won't give me mine back. Asshole. Oh yeah. Speaking of leather pants...Shika! I haven't seen you since that night...We should hang out sometime...

Gai! We need to go drinking again. I won't do what I did before...If I do I give you permission to beat me. And Sasuke can too if he wants.

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Rent Sucks [03 Aug 2005|08:58am]
[ mood | relieved ]

Yesterday, I saw my landlady. We chated for a bit and then she said "Oh and Hatake-San! You owe me two months rent!" And we laughed. Then she said "No...I'm serious. You owe me two months rent..." After begging her for an extension, she gave me a week. I went to see how much money I had and I had enough to pay half of one month...

So I did a bunch of missions yesterday and got enough to pay her and enough left over so I could buy food. Sorry I wasn't around. I would like to keep my quiet apartment with my nice land lady and neighbors who look at me weird but ask no intruding questions.

Yeah...Anyway...Iruka? I think we need to talk. Yes. We do. And...Gaara and Temari are on our team now. Be nice to them.

((OOC: HA! Acutaly, my internet was dead yesterday and my dad couldn't fix it till this morning. X_X ))

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Kill me now [31 Jul 2005|01:56am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Ever had a day that stared out fucking amazing and ended like fucking hell?

Yeah. Today was one of those days. Isn't it fucking great?

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Piercings are fun. [30 Jul 2005|12:27pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I think...Everyone should get at least one piercing. Yes. You should. I got my ear and lip done. They're great. Not as great as Shika's... Look what you've done to me Shika. You got me all piercing obsessed like you. It was so spontaneous too. I had no idea I was going to meet all you on my walk. And I ended getting my ear and lip pierced at the end of the day.

It was fun though. Very fun. Except for the part where I depressed myself. I shouldn't to that. It wasn't like I had meant to...Eh. It was ok because Shika spent the night. And I know what you're all thinking. And no. Nothing happened. We just went to sleep. Perverts...

Sasuke: Enjoy your new piercing. And you will as soon as you spend time with Naruto...

Gai: Make sure you keep your promise...

Iruka: ...I'll stop by sometime soon. I promise.

Shika: You know this morning? We're doing that again tonight. At least once. Consider it a date.

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Yay for me? [28 Jul 2005|07:34am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I seem to have gotten out of whatever bitch mood I was in. I've acutally been quite happy lately. I forgot what it was to be really happy for a while there. But, do to some events that are private, I've been happy. It's nice. Iruka...I hope you're happy too...

Today, Gai stopped by. He didn't stay long. Something to do with a date with Neji...All I remembered was laughing at with him though. After, I did laundry and...I found someone's boxers. I have no clue whos they are. If anyone is missing boxers, ask me. I went for a walk too. I was pleasantly surprised to find Shika sleeping outside while I was out. I woke him up and we hung out for a while, talked, and then we went swimming. I walked him home too in case he needed an excuse for being out so late. He didn't though.

But, on my way home I was attacked by a dog...It tried to go for my throat, but I was able to block it and throw from me. The bitch still bit my arm though. It turns out it was Zabuza's dog and he was 'training it. He need to keep the mutt on a leash...Aside from that, my day was pretty good. Though I'm thinking getting another dog myself. Or maybe even a cat...It would be hilarious to see a cat kick his mongrels ass...

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What the hell is wrong with you people?! [23 Jul 2005|05:15am]
[ mood | Mostly Pissed and Drunk ]

All right...Before I start I would like to say that what I'm writing now cannot be held against me later. As I am very very drunk. But it's the truth and how I feel. So actually...Go ahead and hold it against me later. I'm sorry if the truth hurts. That's your own fucking fault.

First: I would like to state that Baki is dead. Yup. I'm going to take him out once my stupid ass sobers up. No one deserves what he's done to people. It's horrible. I had been watching from afar, but he crossed the line with Gai. He went way too far and did it against someone I care about. Plus what he did to Kankuro and I...So I'm going to kill him. Even if I die in the process, I will kill him. Or...At least be involved in killing him and at least get the first and last hits in.

Second: Iruka...I love you. I always have and I always will. I could never hate you. And even if I started to hate you, I would kill myself before it happened. You're an important person to so many...Please stop doubting yourself. It hurts to see you like that. You're a kind and wonderful person. You're too good to be so upset over your own doubts. Please...I'm begging you...Believe in yourself and the ones around you. You'll thank yourself in the long run...

Third: Gai... I have a hell of a lot to say to you. I know what happened hurt. There's no doubting that. But do you really have to fucking kill yourself?! You're important to a lot of people too! You selfish bastard! Killing yourself just because you're in pain and hurt is an idiotic escape. If everyone killed themselves after something bad happened, then there would be a hell of a lot less people in the world. I know Baki took something from you that you can't ever regain, but...Think of those around you too.

People are talking about dieing with you Gai. If you were to die or kill yourself, so many others would be lost. So many people care about you. I know it hurts, but others have been in pain like this and have lived. You can get through this. You can survive and show people your inner strength since then know your physical strength. Many people have scars that are on their heart and on their body. Hell, I'm one of those people and I've done a few of those scars of both kinds to myself, but I'm getting off topic here.

I know you're strong, but letting two events, no matter how painful and humiliating, affect your future is ridiculous. Are you insane? Have you forgotten who you are? No matter how dorky and weird you are, you are an important person to not only me, but to many others. You're willing to ignore all of them and do something as selfesh and weak as suicide? And you call yourself my rival? If you're that weak, you're barely worth enough to stand in my shadow.

I'm not saying all this to upset you more or to make you more depressed. I'm trying to get you to open your god damn eyes and look around you! You have all these people willing to die for you, and you decide to turn your pain on yourself instead of coming to any of us for comfort? What the hell is wrong with you?! Even I know if I leave myself alone with my pain I'll do something stupid. Why do you think I talk with you and everyone else I trust and love so much? So why not let us return the favor and you come to us for comfort? Hell, just go to anyone and spill how you're feeling. It really does help. I know if I hadn't talked some things out, I would have been dead long ago.

So please...Don't die. Who am I going to argue with? Who will go drinking with me no matter what? Who will be there for me to mess with? Just...Don't. Don't let this drive you to that point. Fight harder. You're too good of a person to die like that.

Forth: Thanks for breakfast Shika...It was nice. Sorry I wasn't so social. It was early after all. I promise to make up for it.

Fifth: We need to hang out Anko. I miss you.

Sixth: Kankuro...You really aren't such a bad guy. Hope you're doing ok...

I think...I'm done now. I think I'll go to Gai's and check on him...And then I think I'll pass out. Or throw up. Or maybe both.

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Home [17 Jul 2005|07:19pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

I'm back home now. I was fucking sick of that damn hospital. Especialy that room...

So I'm back. The doctor gave me some pain medication just in case, but I don't think I'll need it. I'm glad I'm home though. I watered the plant, fed the dogs, and then I got to take a nap in my own bed. It was nice to be able to do simple chores again. I don't think the doctors wanted me to leave quite yet though. When I said I wanted to go home, he looked at me kinda funny...

Oh well. I'll just take it easy for another day or two to be safe, but I really couldn't stand that hospital another second.

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[11 Jul 2005|04:25pm]
[ mood | Disgusted With Myself ]

I can't believe I let him do that...I was completely off guard and injured, but those aren't good enough excuses. I'm a pathetic ninja...Maybe I should retire...?

And no. I'm not going to talk about it. Anko only found out I was hurt, not who did it and that was an accident. So don't you dare do anything...

Anko: Thank you so much for everything. If it weren't for you I'd probably a lot worse of then I am. When I get out of the hospital, we'll hang out more and I'll be less of a burden. I promise.

Shikamaru: It was good to see you yesterday. I enjoyed our talk. I hope you feel better soon.

Sasuke: I still want to talk to you.

Yashamaru: Thank you very much for the flowers and ramen. Also for wheeling me around and all of your compliments. It was greatly appreciated.

Iruka: ...I miss you...I hope I get to see you soon...

Damn it. That nurse is coming to give me more medicine. I think I should stop taking that shit. It's been making me all moody and makes me lose my better judgement...

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Confessions and Such [10 Jul 2005|09:58am]
[ mood | Hurt ]

Well…My life certainly got...Interesting lately. I had to flirt with a nurse till she gave me a laptop It didn’t take long thankfully... so I could tell my side of things and what-not.

Anyway, I hate the hospital. It always smells like medicine and death...And I hate the pain killers they pump into you. I ripped the IVs out as soon as I woke up. Iruka said I shouldn’t though, because I could hurt myself, but it only bled a little.

And speaking of Iruka…We talked when I woke up. We want to get back together, but it wouldn’t be the best idea right now. Or at least that’s what Iruka says... So we’re going to talk out or problems and hopefully we’ll be a happy couple again sometime soon.

Anko came to visit me too. It was quite fun. We just talked and watched porn TV. She said I was like a brother, and that really brightened my day. As soon as I get better, I’m taking her out for a drink. She deserves it. Oh and right now, we’re sleeping together...Scared you for a second didn’t I? Actually, she’s just sleeping next to me on the bed. I was asleep, but a nurse woke me up to take medicine. Damn her.

Oh-And before rumors get too out of control because of what Kankuro said in his journal…

I, one Kakashi Hatake, had near sexual relations with one Uchiha Sasuke twice and one Nara Shikamaru at the same time. I hold no regret in theses actions. Also, no encounter was forced in any manner. I know that many frown on such relations, but they happened. There is no changing the fact now. Yes. You may hate me now.

Also...

Gai: I vaguely remember you punching my wall and stomping on my floor. If there’s any damage, please fix it before I get home. And, I was half expecting you to be there when I woke up. Where were you? I really wanted to thank you in person for helping me to the hospital and for some other things you did. Though I was happy to be alone with Iruka, It would have been nice for you too be there smiling like an idiot when I woke up too.

Sasuke: I still want to talk to you about what's happened.

Anko: ...Thanks for everything.

Iruka: I hope I didn’t do anything make you leave like that...I really hope to see you soon. I look forward to you next visit, when ever it might be.

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Been thinking... [08 Jul 2005|05:18am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I went out drinking with Anko earlier. I didn't actually drink much though, but it made me think...

I'm beginning to think that people who break up with someone they love like seeking comfort from someone who just broke up as well. Maybe it's the joint loneliness and pain. Maybe the fear of being alone brings people together. Maybe something else entirely and I'm just wasting my time thinking about this.

Also...Anko and I are thinking of starting a club for people who have cursed love lives. Anyone interested in joining?

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... [06 Jul 2005|05:22am]
[ mood | numb ]

Now taking offers on who wants to kill me. If not...I'm just going to drink...

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...Things... [29 Jun 2005|06:44am]
[ mood | blank ]

Soo...Iruka has been staying at my house. I've been helping him work through things, but there's a way to go. I don't care though. As long as I have him safe, then I'm happy. As long he's away from Mizuki, I am very happy. You bastard! Stop making things up and leave him alone!

I haven't been sleeping much either. I really only sleep now when Iruka says I should...But if it wasn't for that, I'd probably be up 24/7. And speaking of that, I was carrying a glass of water to Iruka and I tripped. I wasn't tired...Really. I wasn't... So I cut my hand, jammed my wrist, and bit my tounge pretty hard. But I'm fine, so just ignore the bandages and stuff. Just saying this so people don't jump to conclusions like Gai did...

Oh and Mizuki? Shut your mouth. You're never going near Iruka again. I'm making sure of this because I'm never letting him out of my sight again. Next time I see you, I swear on every holy deity I will break something vital. This goes for anyone else who wants to mess with Iruka. Everyone understand? Yes? Good.

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[20 Jun 2005|07:02am]
[ mood | Like A Worried Whore ]

...I feel like a whore. It was worth it though. I think. As long as he doesn't hate me, it was worth it. So he does hate me. That means it wasn't worth it...God damn it...

Iruka, we have to talk. NOW.

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